New spirit

Hello.
First of all, Happy warm New Year! :)
Where are you starting the New Year in?

As for myself, I have finally landed on my hometown again after having been gone for 6 months. It feels so good to be in the same town with the family and friends, the place where I used to spend 3/4 of each year in.. the place I often call Home :)

Does New Year have a particular meaning to you? For me New Year represents a fresh new start, and a time to change to another life-book. (yes I believe a lifetime means a group of books) And it's up to us what stories we want to write in. Maybe some things remain the way they are from last year. Maybe some others need to be redefined, and maybe the rest just needs to end.

What I'm about to share is the things that need to end. for me.

I'm actually that kind of person who when things get rough, like to look back and reminisce the old good times. High school years have the most happenings I can hardly forget til the present times. Sometimes I long for the friendship bond I had back then with my classmates, or the school-tuition-home-tuition routine that I took for granted, or the anticipation of meeting the same friends in the same class each morning I arrived at school. Yes all of those little events that always dance around in my memories.. good old times they are. ;)

Now for the parts -I guess I prefer to say- letting go.

The grudges I've hold since I left high school.
The people whom I cherished sincerely, whom I put faith in, but whom I feel betrayed from.. I probably won't be as strong as I am today without all those challenges. Thank you
Last but not least, to the good old memories I've been trying to relive. I've made a mistake by trying to walk backwards. All I get is nothing but pain. 

I forgive and let go..

May from this moment onwards I acquire the skills to prioritise professionally. If not for the sake of a clear future, for the sake of a happier me. xoxo

PS, This is my way to detoxify my mind, maybe you have yours! Nevertheless, for this New Year, try to eliminate the negative things by gradually filling in the positive ones..  it's easier to do it now that you still have the new year spirit, for a fresh new start!


Good luck,

What makes my day!

Hi everyone how did your day go? ;) Mine was very good (thank you for asking) in fact I'd like to share what have happened!

So first highlight was my dream last night -or morning you may say cos I slept at 3 am. I had the Korean actor Song Joong Ki in my dream (finally lol) !! I said finally cos I've been obsessing about him day and night since I start watching him as the lead in a most recent kdrama - The Innocent Man. I'm sure if you follow K-drama you must have heard about this one! I would recommend the drama to anyone who loves stories on revenge, betrayal and romance coming in a package. Another reason to watch is the lead male character is very well played. Frankly I'm going to make a confession here, his character is so my cup of tea!! <3

I'm going to warn you reader that what I'm about to say in my dream can sound so delusional, in fact you may not bear it. But I can't be more excited bcs that's what my dreams always are! :>
So Joong Ki was in there cos we just happened to meet ( through nowhere). Well in my dream me and him are like ordinary guy and girl getting to know each other and apparently (I'm so excited) I think we are starting to like each other too! We often meet cos he's staying in the same apartment as me, so the setting is either in the walkway to my unit or in my Apartment Club ( swimming pool, relaxing spots). I love how he seems like an ordinary guy meeting his crush (more like me meeting my crush) chatting the afternoon away, just having fun. His character in my dream was the shy and cool guy, but when it comes to things he is good at he becomes talkative and playful. Hehehe. Actually Michelle Phan ( a youtube beauty ) also appears and acts like his sister in it. She's the reason I could often meet him cos me and Michelle actually become close friends!

The best thing about my dream is I could feel for a while like I actually meet Joong Ki in person and can have any normal relationship like with ordinary guys I could make friends with. See how amazing is dreams cos they have no boundaries? ;p
The worst thing is that it is not real. So as soon as I open my eyes they all become unreal memories. Dream on you say? Oh well ;>

Proceed....second highlight of my day is when I read a few pages of a book. I'm not much of a reader it's what I've been pushing training myself to love. So yeah a productive moment makes me happy!

Third, which is the most grateful highlight of the day is the fact that I passed all the courses I took this semester!!! Yes the results have been released and finally greatest wish this month granted! Omg I am so so so thankful cos I (also) dreamed I failed a course, I'm so overjoyed this part of my dream isn't realised!

Final highlight of the day is watching the ARIAawards from TV where Taylor Swift performed 'I knew you were trouble'. She's amazing and adorable!!

To wrap up, I am just very grateful, happy, excited, of the events that have happened yesterday. I can really look back to this lengthy post and relive the memory especially the best which is the Joong Ki part (hehehe) :3
It's approaching 2 in the morning and I am not feeling really well which I think is the aftereffect of noming too much chips. Anyways I have plans for tomorrow I hope it'll be better. Hope you did have a good day and a better one tomorrow! Happy holidays everyone! ;>