hot chocolate and mint: Words: I noticed something today. That some people, enjoy killing other
people's dreams, or visions. Although unintentionally, they actually do
through their very few words and innocent faces. We shouldn't sweat the
small things, but small words, we should. Words carry real meanings,
hence the presence of dictionaries. Never think that words are just
words. They really affect one's world.
And
words can also cure. They can be the birth of life-impacting
innovations, of big changes for the world. The impossible and possible
happen from a mindset. And mindsets, are developed through the words we
speak and we tell to ourselves. When others speak about impossibility, I
prefer closing my ears. When I believe, I believe. Have faith,
friends..:)
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Wednesday, November 09, 2011
Undercover
Dear diary,
Today I realized in life I can't always meet people who are doing right things. Sometimes others just want to cross out from their comfort zone, have a once-in-a-lifetime experience. Although I doubt it only happens once.
Today I also found out feelings are not to be played with. Sometimes, just sometimes, I try to make myself fall in love when in fact I know it's not right. If you force yourself to fall, it's not love, is it?
Somehow I just hope I am the master of my feeling so I can command it. Not another way round.
I really wish right now there isn't anything bothering me with my studies. 'cos I've traveled this far, made life-changing decisions, not for nothing. FOCUS and PROCRASTINATION has always been my biggest enemies. Sigh I know if I keep on pushing myself, a part of me is just way too rebellion to listen. But...this is what I hope. Motivation is all I need. Fingers crossed x
PS, Just realized I've written 190 posts so far and had 19 followers!
Today I realized in life I can't always meet people who are doing right things. Sometimes others just want to cross out from their comfort zone, have a once-in-a-lifetime experience. Although I doubt it only happens once.
Today I also found out feelings are not to be played with. Sometimes, just sometimes, I try to make myself fall in love when in fact I know it's not right. If you force yourself to fall, it's not love, is it?
Somehow I just hope I am the master of my feeling so I can command it. Not another way round.
I really wish right now there isn't anything bothering me with my studies. 'cos I've traveled this far, made life-changing decisions, not for nothing. FOCUS and PROCRASTINATION has always been my biggest enemies. Sigh I know if I keep on pushing myself, a part of me is just way too rebellion to listen. But...this is what I hope. Motivation is all I need. Fingers crossed x
PS, Just realized I've written 190 posts so far and had 19 followers!
Tuesday, November 08, 2011
Sydney, I'm quite in love
Hi, I'm tired.
I love weekends most for I can have fun without feeling guilty. I know right, I don't come here just to have fun...it's just...I need one or two weekends between weekdays. :(
Next week I'm gonna present 3 times on 3 different subjects. I am quite a perfectionist in some cases. I don't like things that are well planned become disorder. Therefore, I am trying to prepare the best I can.
I'm sure I've written that foundi life is hard. In terms of friendship, though, I find a number of supportive as well as encouraging friends. Most of my close ones are from Indonesia. Ranging from one year younger to one year older than I. Somehow there is still something missing. I need to find out what exactly it is.
Yesterday was a heart throbbing. After all this time, the words finally came out. I didn't know how to react, or to feel from that moment onwards..It was surprising, touching, yet unbelievable. How long is it gonna last? Is it only temporary emotional speak out? 4 years to find out.
I love weekends most for I can have fun without feeling guilty. I know right, I don't come here just to have fun...it's just...I need one or two weekends between weekdays. :(
Next week I'm gonna present 3 times on 3 different subjects. I am quite a perfectionist in some cases. I don't like things that are well planned become disorder. Therefore, I am trying to prepare the best I can.
I'm sure I've written that foundi life is hard. In terms of friendship, though, I find a number of supportive as well as encouraging friends. Most of my close ones are from Indonesia. Ranging from one year younger to one year older than I. Somehow there is still something missing. I need to find out what exactly it is.
Yesterday was a heart throbbing. After all this time, the words finally came out. I didn't know how to react, or to feel from that moment onwards..It was surprising, touching, yet unbelievable. How long is it gonna last? Is it only temporary emotional speak out? 4 years to find out.
Thursday, November 03, 2011
dear diary,
I'm so stressed out. November is a seriously busy month. I've got 3 presentations, all in one week. Need to do research and group work for a report on the topic: magazine advertising. Endless maths exercises. Blankness in economics..and legal..and maths sometimes. Damn what did I learn in maths back then how can I forget everything?!
Seriously I have a hard time organizing my life timetable. When to study, when to relax, when to shop. And my brain power a.k.a super short-term memory isn't helping at all! Duh please gimme strength to cope with everything, Buddha. I pray to You. Sadhu3x
Wednesday, November 02, 2011
Tuesday, November 01, 2011
I miss blogging
I really do.
Blogging is my remedy because every time I finish writing a post I have some relieved or grateful(?) feeling. Don't ask me why I just do. Therefore I love putting effort in some posts to impress no one but myself.
The thing with blogging is that.. I often find it hard to open the blog website and log in and create a post. Maybe I'm too lazy or I always want each post to be special, meaningful.. so that when I look back I know exactly what I'm talking about. And it takes time. I just don't have much of it these days.
Life's up to par recently. Getting closer with classmates and stressed out my endless assignments. Enjoying foundi life so much, though, with all the freedom I have here :)
I'm glad I don't get so upset or sad like I did last time. In this case, I prefer not to point out the issue. Although there are missing pieces, I'm sure some day it can be complete, again. By that time, don't let them be found on the wrong hand, please God?
Blogging is my remedy because every time I finish writing a post I have some relieved or grateful(?) feeling. Don't ask me why I just do. Therefore I love putting effort in some posts to impress no one but myself.
The thing with blogging is that.. I often find it hard to open the blog website and log in and create a post. Maybe I'm too lazy or I always want each post to be special, meaningful.. so that when I look back I know exactly what I'm talking about. And it takes time. I just don't have much of it these days.
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| I have a super round face. Tell me why? |
Life's up to par recently. Getting closer with classmates and stressed out my endless assignments. Enjoying foundi life so much, though, with all the freedom I have here :)
I'm glad I don't get so upset or sad like I did last time. In this case, I prefer not to point out the issue. Although there are missing pieces, I'm sure some day it can be complete, again. By that time, don't let them be found on the wrong hand, please God?
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