Today was a very happy and special day..for me. Not because 5th August was a special day or whatsoever but maybe I shall add this date into my "Memorable Dates List" :)
First, I woke up very early in the morning (early I mean half past six :p) and successfully arrived school long enough before the bell rang. :)
Second, I did nothing special besides doing what I have been doing for the last one week..Maybe this only dearests and I know :)
Third, I spent many lessons not feeling very well because of the sweet dream I had last night. It was utterly sweet which was why it bothered the reality :\
Last but not least, my mood suddenly turned became a (very) ecstatic one because of that tiny..meaningful thing :) That tiny thing successfully gives me a reason to smile till now and highlighted today! ♥
I honestly am not very aware of what I'm about to do or face. Everything just seems so..wonderful that I wouldn't want to miss a spec of second by having too much thought about it. Well, I know I should actually rethink of what has been happening to me lately. I can finally have the joy of the feeling I've been desperately missing all this time..and I'm back under a magic spell. Sad to say, I can never really feel the same anymore since my mind has taken half of the whole part. Well actually it is a good thing...for me, and my future. So yes, it's not fully sad :)
All I can hope is not to let it take control over me...not anymore. I've learned the lesson, gained the experience. I keep telling myself that every single thing I do now will affect not only my present, but mostly future. Again, all of these will worth it... I will make them do. Blessing, strength, and support..are the ones I need to have more right this moment ♥ :)
1 comment:
cool man..
hahahaa
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