It's now, and never.

I'm elated that I've finally done the IELTS. I feel extremely..relieved :) Now the hard work I've done, is surely gonna be paid off in two weeks. It has to. After the result has released, and I'm declared to have passed the standard I need- or if I did well, manage to reach my target ♥ (sadhu3x) - I'm then one step closer to my future plan :b

To plan about what I am going to be in the future is both confusing and exciting, I guess. there comes those amazing fantasies, zeal for the future, overwhelming you. The never-ending options we get to choose, yet not sure which one is the real one we are destined to do, or the one we are willing to work hard for in the future. What does the future really have in store for me? I guess I'm the only one to be able to figure it out.

So tomorrow, 21st November 2010, me and more than half of my classmates are going to the orphanage. :) This is the first time for most of us, including myself. I'm looking forward to it..I'll be sure to blog about it tomorrow : )

Anyways, talking about the major (yes, again!) I think I really should make up my mind sooooon as there's not much time left. See, high school is going to end in...half a year? Gosh every time that thought crosses my mind, I will reminisce about how when I was just in the elementary school, the end of school years still felt so far..and how I wanted to end school soon. : /

Okay, guess I shall stop worrying about all those things for just tonight..and maybe tomorrow, and start worrying again when Monday comes. Gah, Monday is always not my favourite day of the whole week .__.

PS, Now I know, now I shall be sure.. There's nothing more to be expected. :)
Miss you Grannie, our family's guardian angel ♥ I know you can listen to me every night I pray to you :')