Longing

Life is different without grandma around. There are rarely busyness, shouts, laughter to enliven the house. A lot of things have changed ever since as well, including myself.

I've recently made a huge decision. It ain't easy, in fact one of the hardest I've ever made. But then, to think of the reasons behind it, of how much courage I've earned to make it happen.. I hope it'll be worth it. There is nothing I ask more for now than to live in the present, and aim for the future. Let the past be the guidance through the ways, as they should be. I wish you can see how in the process of growing up your little granddaughter is in now, Grannie. I know you'll tell me to do the same thing I do now.. I know I've been keeping this for too long. Still, I need to feel you support me grandma, is there any way?

Since today, I'll grow more. Since today, I'll be stronger. Since today, I'll be the best I can be.

l o v e,
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