Sunday, March 27, 2011

Only memories left.

The day I turned seventeen was one of the best moments in my life. Me, mom, and dad decided to share our happiness with the less fortunate, the orphans. Since all the party plan didn't go well, or shall I say because Mom didn't want to held one as I preferred, visiting and spreading joy in the orphanage was finally the real plan.

This orphanage was introduced by my cousin, who had once visited there before the day. She said this orphanage was the poorest she could find. The portray of the avenue in the previous post was not their home. This public church was right in front of their home. Indeed, their house was less than appropriate for around 40 children to live. Quite a number living in quite a place :S

Mom was the most excited to plan for the whole thing. Basically I had nothing to do besides collecting as many friends as I could. Since exam was just around the corner, too bad many of them couldn't join, even some of my beloved couldn't make it. :/ Thankfully, around 20 were willingly to spend their Sunday with the children and me.. :)

By the way, time has been ticking real fast or is it me who's the only one feeling so? Each time I think about graduation, my blood shivers, my heart aches. I know this is going to happen to all students, I know it's just a matter of time. It's just I think it's...too fast. Time is running short, it scares the hell out of me. I am having the time of my life with friends and my man and I don't want any moment to slip through my fingers. There are merely days left before all of the hard work I've paid for 3 years will be determined by this super final exam. Call me childish, or dependent, but I'm frightened, I don't want to be apart from them..

Long story short, I am SO not ready.....at all. ;'(

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