Beyond limits

Hi. Foundi life's treatin me very goooood.
After presenting the three hellish subjects in a week, I feel much much much relieved.
I did pretty well, if I am to give myself a comment. At least, I did my best.

English was a total satisfaction. A star man! Like for real?! Well I did not achieve it easily. Hard work and effort for 4 or 5 whole days, racking my brain for the most sensible summary of the article.
Econs was great. Presenting with a cooperative partner from Medan! A as a result, 'cause the teacher has never given more than that. He thinks A is the highest score. So yeah .... :)

Legal was...... disaster, at first. Can you imagine when you only have 4 days left before the D-day, and you only accept prefect result, yet you have not started at all?! I was freaaaaaaaaaaking out. Realizing I had that small amount of time to work on it simply freaked me out. I tried to understand the question first, then thought of how to start. The reference material was half a lecture note and some others from Supplementary Materials. I simply couldn't calm myself down. I thought I had too much work from the other two presentations and I was so tired when it came to Legal's. I panicked, I cried hysterically. Thinking how it was so hard for me to cope to the stressful foundation life. I had almost given up. Until I reminded myself the reason I came here. I've come this far and there's no way back. With the help of my eldest sister and my friend, I managed to eventually work it out.
A minus was a suitable result, I think. The teacher has never given A to anyone yet, so far. He said mine was a little bit less to get an A. Can't be happier.


Overall, through the presentations, I've learned to reach beyond my limits. Who knows this little young lady who has never done a solo presentation can achieve this satisfying result with 3 consecutive presentations in a week? Well done, little young lady! ;)

The Golden Memoire.

One day before Prom; Done at Pieter

Before Pro; Redoing the Hair

The hairstylist :3

And the make-up woman ;)

 Mixed of Mom's and Karvina's Magic :p

That's all I ate. Nothing was left in the buffet  -___-

Some of SSP and VOCers <3

VOC-ers :D

 Imma no good in nail arts

So last night was the Prom Night! Yes the OSIS SMA SUTOMO 1 held a PromNite for us 12 graders and it was such an INCREDIBLE night! :D

Each class had the chance to perform and showed off their talent. Overall the the shows were great albeit there were some technical problems with the microphone, lightning, and some others. Too bad my class didn't get to perform since half of them were having farewell trip in Brastagi. AND YES I wasn't allowed to join!!! Sucks but I didn't want to push dad that time. Prom was once in a lifetime anyway. So CHEERS to every 12 grader of Sutomo 1, everyone rocked that night ! xxx

PS, Congratulations to the Prom King: Edric Subur and Prom Queen: Nathali Christy. :D

High school ends

I'm free now. From school literally. I have time and the opportunity to do whatever (well only most) things I feel like doing all this time. 5 months from now I'll be heading to a new chapter of life, in a brand new city. I can imagine the feeling will be like being reborn.

I'm not being cheesy here but I miss school. Not the subjects, but the classroom. The people, the atmosphere. High school must have been the last time I'd ever have 52 people studying in the same class with me everyday. Getting to know one another, most of the time being care-free. All we need to focus on were subjects. We could predict mostly what would have happened tomorrow. What class would it be. What time would we reach home.

Starting now, each day is filled with many new kinds of activities. Starting now, I cannot always push things to happen as I want, not if the circumstances don't allow. Starting now, there will be lesser friends you meet everyday, lesser people to be able to chat with.

But From now on, I plan what to do everyday. I'm feeling more alive now indeed, and growing more mature. From now on, and most importantly, I'll know which of my friends are true to me. By meaning which one does really care and take you as a friend.

It's sad though how nowadays I feel I'm having less real friends. Or shall I say less ones who actually care, and try to understand. Perhaps I'm being demanding now, but well, I'll figure everything out in no time..

cry.

This is a very quick post to update how I've been doing lately. Life is up to par but many things have been bothering my mind. One of them is the length of foundation I'm going to take later at UNSW. Once I attended a semiar and the person told me I'm capable of taking fast track which is only 4 months. But the agent which helped me to settle all of my foundation needs told me I needed to take A-levels to do so. How can I take A-levels, I have zero knowledge about science subjects in english T-T. I know they say foundation year is a total fun after high school but I wanted to be able to save my parents' money..if I could :/

Another thing would be the utterly shooooooooort time I have left to enjoy school, particularly senior high school. I've been bearing this out of my mind but I guess I can't anymore. I'm always frightened with farewells..particularly with the people I meet everyday. I guess it is of the utmost importance to cherish every moment, enjoy every day, and not to get effected by my mood swings for these...3 days. ;'(

Only memories left.

The day I turned seventeen was one of the best moments in my life. Me, mom, and dad decided to share our happiness with the less fortunate, the orphans. Since all the party plan didn't go well, or shall I say because Mom didn't want to held one as I preferred, visiting and spreading joy in the orphanage was finally the real plan.

This orphanage was introduced by my cousin, who had once visited there before the day. She said this orphanage was the poorest she could find. The portray of the avenue in the previous post was not their home. This public church was right in front of their home. Indeed, their house was less than appropriate for around 40 children to live. Quite a number living in quite a place :S

Mom was the most excited to plan for the whole thing. Basically I had nothing to do besides collecting as many friends as I could. Since exam was just around the corner, too bad many of them couldn't join, even some of my beloved couldn't make it. :/ Thankfully, around 20 were willingly to spend their Sunday with the children and me.. :)

By the way, time has been ticking real fast or is it me who's the only one feeling so? Each time I think about graduation, my blood shivers, my heart aches. I know this is going to happen to all students, I know it's just a matter of time. It's just I think it's...too fast. Time is running short, it scares the hell out of me. I am having the time of my life with friends and my man and I don't want any moment to slip through my fingers. There are merely days left before all of the hard work I've paid for 3 years will be determined by this super final exam. Call me childish, or dependent, but I'm frightened, I don't want to be apart from them..

Long story short, I am SO not ready.....at all. ;'(

Not a very good February, maybe.

The trip with my  extended family was fun(ny). Turned out there was only one nephew of mine going, the rest probably had school examination around the corner. Believe it or not, less than a week after this trip, me and parents headed to Bangkok with cousin and husband and their friends.. from twelveth to fifteenth of February.
The tickets were purchased months ago , and at first I was planning to not coming. Since fate didn't allow, I had to leave. Geez I hate the term 'had to'. The major destination of the trip was to go praying. Well the minor ones were to go shopping, and of course enjoying the trip.

It's clear on Valentine's Day I couldn't be with ALL my beloved ones. I planned to spend the night with VOC-ers since I wouldn't be allowed to pass the night with him :/ I'm terribly sorry, H, I had to leave you on that loving day :(

Anyways, I've just returned home from watching his P2S1 badminton match. A true winner he is, although he didn't win the first place :) Why a true winner? Haven't been practicing for likely half a year and haven't lost his skills at all is an achievement already. He's struggled so much and was amazed he could reach this far. He might lose eight scores, but he has won from the inside, from himself. The silver medal is eventually his to have. How can I not be proud? ;) However, once again, I'm sorry for being so late :( the traffic jam was going nuts, sigh there shouldn't be any excuses allowed I know. How I wish I had left home earlier ;/

The semester and Final School exams are so around the corner. Two more weeks to insert to brain the whole three years' lessons of most subjects. Biology, Physics, Chemistry, Maths, ergh. Alright, kill me if I don't start SOOOOOONNN

11/1/11

 

 

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