Monday, July 18, 2011

Her

Not posting regularly definitely broke my own promise. In my weak defense, I had a fever the next day of the previous post so I couldn't post. It lasted for three days. I wasn't allowed to go anywhere, staying at home all day. Hehe

Oh btw I went to Singapore (again) quite recently and Brastagi for a short vacation with family! I felt so happy Tacie decided to make up her mind and returned home because of the longing for us (yeah she said that) :)
Since the whole family members were in Medan, we decided to have a new family photoshoot. Considering the old one were taken in like roughly 8 years ago..when I was in the elementary school.

I kinda miss Grannie a lot lately. Approximately one more month and it'll be a year.. I often connect some situations with Her presence. Like my short violent argument with sisters a while ago. The next thing I had in mind while pouring out my feelings in tears was : "If only Grandma were here, she would've been on my side. Teeling us to stop arguing over such trivial matter. " True it is, My Grandma was my hero. She would always be my bullet-proof, towards anyone scolding me. Yes including Her own son too. I am holding my tears whilst typing this..crossing my fingers she is doing very fine up there, that my Grandpa would protect her, cause we can't anymore. Sigh the matter I regret the most up til now would be not trying to do my best as a granddaughter when she was still here in my world. I know I can do nothing about it now, but I am always sad whenever I reminisce how rebellious I was back then.. I love you Grandma.


Sealed,
WinnyTeh.

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