YOU'RE SUCH A BASTARD. I SHOULD'VE TOTALLY LISTENED TO MY DAD.
DON'T YOU EVER TRY TO ENTER MY LIFE ONE MORE TIME. LEAVE FOREVER.

Wednesday with ♥

I just realized this is gonna be the 100th post :D

I had much fun today! despite several things bother my afternoon but SHOPPING with my sunshine made it to replace those unnecessarily-thought stuffs :P

Well, I guess I had shopped (oh) too much and that means I should keep myself busy with other stuffs until next month or else the thought of wasting money would come up again LOL
But honestly, I had never believed such 'shopping therapy' worked before today. I've proven to myself that shopping could make me feel much better than I thought it would :)

at first I planned to go to Pieter's to have my bangs cut only, but I stopped by Gaudi and there I was with Karvina until the next hour :p I was actually planning to spend until I could make the Member Card as I tend to shop there most of the time. but then I found it unnecessary to push myself to shop that much as I don't really have many to my liking too. btw, here's are the great stuffs. Oh not to be forgotten a white rose necklace from Phoebe&Chloe ♥

I am in ♥ with this rosy necklace at the first sight. I felt I the urge to buy it as soon as I saw it from the distant ♥


PS, I bet you have NO idea how STRONG I've grown into all this time. yes, without YOU.

WHOOP-E-DOO-PEE-DOO

Anyonghasimnika, world? Winny Teh is finally back on blogging (again) :b
First monthly exam ended today and I couldn't be more relieved! it's ( no doubt) exhausting to store 2, 3 or even 4 chapters of knowledge into your brain for less than a day. It happened EVERY DAY for more than a week and I think I will soon going crazy for real.! well yeah, no one to be blamed, it's my lazy habit if there's one. :c

so yes, there's just sooooooooooo much i want to share, but I think I would just start with the most recent one(s) (:
I've recently been surveying on several things to buy before JUNE's holiday ♥
a DSLR camera is the uppermost! I wouldn't want to leave Medan without my own one :p
I've laid my eyes on Canon 550D ever since I first saw about it, which was in the official canon website. and now I'm pretty much sure about it since I knew it doesn't cost as much as I thought it would. yipppie! :D

so I guess I need to start holding my crave for shopping if I really want to bring this into reality. sigh, it will not be as easy as written I know, as I recently have also been spying on cute clothes from Online Shops :(
but welllll, it's gonna worth them Teh kecik! Imagine the proud of being able to buy your own high-tech gadget with your own pocket money! well it's not my money i know, but at least my dad gave it to me and I save it myself :P I know this may not sound any special for some people, but it is for me. although this may only show a bit, I believe this will prove to my parents that their little daughter has grown up. and I am sick already of being thought as a little child and being treated like one who still knows nothing about this life. yeah, at least my own experiences had taught me some already.

so here's some things I bought today after watching 3D movie 'How To Train a Dragon' which was a superb one ♥



I decided to buy a very first book about photography as I am getting to be more interested with this hobby :) I also hope my photography skill will be able to balance with soon-gonna-be-mine 550D XDD
oh do you notice the Sponge Bob water bottle? I bought it at ACE Hardware, and it really cost a pretty penny :x but Larrisa recommended me to buy it before I regret it later HAHA she's such an evil =P

so yes, tomorrow school will start and end as usual. but then I hope my hyper-ultra-mega-giga lazy habit will changeeeee at least for a bit. To be kicked out from the plus class is totally unwelcome on my achievement list :(


PS, I'm beginning to love and get accustomed to the nickname 'Teh kecik' created by Ci Adriany as many of my friends have started to call me so ♥ ♥ :b

I don't wanna be a FOOL, either.

April Fool's Day. I don't know if it has something to do with what makes today so full of unexpected things.

First, a friend of mine (i won't mention names) changed my shiny mood, into a cloudy one. actually she did nothing wrong, but just I felt dissapointed. sigh

Second, my driver. geez it's been a long time since I felt he's such an annoying one. what's so hard of trying to be less emotional when talking to meeeee? at least I didn't shout you first, you DID. after I'd waited for like half an hour, you arrived and you knew I was waiting but you didn't tell ME
you had arrived like in shit minutes ago? GRRRR

Third, myself. I've been so madddd at myself like how the hell did I let myself to pour out all the emotion at once? and I AM SO LAZY like EXAM IS IN LESS THAN 4 DAYS and what was i doing everyday?

The answers:

First, I was just hoping too much that I couldn't stand when she didn't act like the way I though she would. Which was why, I felt upset, not merely dissapointed.

Second, I should actually understand (even just a little) that the traffic to drive from Bulan to Bintang was like HELL in that time.

Third, I AM WAY TOO BAD-TEMPERED. EGOISTIC. AND CHILDISH. AND LAZY. SIGHH when can I totally CHANGE them? t.t

imsickandtired

'cause no one is gonna realize, neither did I, it still hasn't changed. and probably won't.

back on track

gee. i can't even remember when was the last time i blog, well before i looked at my previous post. so i has been exactly.. 2 months?
First of all, we've just come to another new year and passed one either. Happy new year for all! though i might be late, but it is merely 8 days from the new year :)

2009 might have passed but yet it is the most memorable year for me until now. yes, lots of new things which i had never experienced before started to come to me and let me feel them one by one in that year.
I can tell you not all of them were the good ones, but the bad ones are what i still keep in mind to be my guidance in life like what i mentioned in a post long time ago. it has been proven to me that experience is indeed the best teacher on my life =)
a year has passed, and 2009 for most, had made me grown to be the person i am now. :) and yes, im very grateful of it.

wellwell, since a new year has come, I have made BIG resolutions for myself to achieve this year :D i did not write them down or make a list, I just keep them in mind. i believe action speaks louder than words, yes? ;)

to mention my holiday, last year's late dec til this early jan i was actually somewhere overseas, in China to be exact. I feel really glad to have the opportunity to visit another country ive never been although i didnt really explore the country this time. me and my family had gone there to shop (yes SHOP!) and we were by our own, not joining a tour or whatsoever. At first I thought I wouldve shopped a lot especially on clothes, but then unexpectedly I bought nothing but one lovely T-shirt from ZARA. It was winter (and still is now), so not surprisingly I couldn't find many T-shirts, or shorts sold in the place.

talking about school, the first semester's report has not been released and i dont know when exactly it will, very soon i guess. and I am not looking forward to it AT ALL, concerning my marks in two monthly reports last time that are indeed the worst in my high school year. I really think I dont belong to the plus class, but yet I love to be here. being kicked out from the plus class is the most embarrasing, and so i am going (and i promise) to struggle more this second semester. gee i cant even dare to imagine the embarrasing scene. ==

oh anyways, Ive been typing so long for around the last 30 minutes and i better off changing clothes and continue my last outdoor activity for today, that is the chemistry lesson.


with much hope, wishes, and ♡