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Monday, March 21, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
Dedicate to my ♡s, each one of you.
As if one night wasn't enough, I shed tears for two nights in a row. Different reasons, same sensitivity.
There are times like these when I need to pour out all the burden weighed on me. Crying is not the best solution, I know, but it's the best relief. At least for me. Don't ask why, it's still the same old reason. Exactly like the saying says, "Big action comes big responsibility". I simply can't agree more.
It kinds of saddens me to know I still need people to worry about me, all the time. And that they still can't fully have faith on my action, support me. Seventeen years old is in a couple of days and look at what I did in the few last days of my sixteen. Truth be told, I'm upset, furious with myself as well, MORE than anyone else, you should know. Doubts and fears keep on crawling into me and there's none of my beloved to support my decision. Indeed, it's not a good one, or shall I say, worst of the worst ever.
But hey, who else if not myself to decide my life? Who else if not myself to carry the responsibilities of my actions? They've always been right all the time, my beloved ones. Sometimes, it's just me.. wanting to take the wrong path and yet they always are there to bring me back to the right track.
But this time, I need support. I've done things I know could harm me, but unlike previous times, I'm now willing to take the risk. Please understand. Life is not just about going on the right track.. going on the wrong track is a part of life as well, isn't it? All of us can only predict how this will end, later in the future. Which is why we try the best to prevent the worst to happen. But it's only a foreseeing, it can still be changed. People change, don't they?
I want you guys to trust me.. have faith in my every action. Stop all the insults. Stop all the humiliating words. I can only listen to encouraging, motivating words, the others will be to no avail, trust me. Whenever I'm about to cross the limit, please tell me, wake me up! But when I need shoulders to cry on, will you guys be willing to lend yours? I love you guys, ALL of you, unexceptionally. So please, try to listen to the voice of my heart..
l o v e,
Teh. Winny
There are times like these when I need to pour out all the burden weighed on me. Crying is not the best solution, I know, but it's the best relief. At least for me. Don't ask why, it's still the same old reason. Exactly like the saying says, "Big action comes big responsibility". I simply can't agree more.
It kinds of saddens me to know I still need people to worry about me, all the time. And that they still can't fully have faith on my action, support me. Seventeen years old is in a couple of days and look at what I did in the few last days of my sixteen. Truth be told, I'm upset, furious with myself as well, MORE than anyone else, you should know. Doubts and fears keep on crawling into me and there's none of my beloved to support my decision. Indeed, it's not a good one, or shall I say, worst of the worst ever.
But hey, who else if not myself to decide my life? Who else if not myself to carry the responsibilities of my actions? They've always been right all the time, my beloved ones. Sometimes, it's just me.. wanting to take the wrong path and yet they always are there to bring me back to the right track.
But this time, I need support. I've done things I know could harm me, but unlike previous times, I'm now willing to take the risk. Please understand. Life is not just about going on the right track.. going on the wrong track is a part of life as well, isn't it? All of us can only predict how this will end, later in the future. Which is why we try the best to prevent the worst to happen. But it's only a foreseeing, it can still be changed. People change, don't they?
I want you guys to trust me.. have faith in my every action. Stop all the insults. Stop all the humiliating words. I can only listen to encouraging, motivating words, the others will be to no avail, trust me. Whenever I'm about to cross the limit, please tell me, wake me up! But when I need shoulders to cry on, will you guys be willing to lend yours? I love you guys, ALL of you, unexceptionally. So please, try to listen to the voice of my heart..
l o v e,
Teh. Winny
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