I love weekends most for I can have fun without feeling guilty. I know right, I don't come here just to have fun...it's just...I need one or two weekends between weekdays. :(
Next week I'm gonna present 3 times on 3 different subjects. I am quite a perfectionist in some cases. I don't like things that are well planned become disorder. Therefore, I am trying to prepare the best I can.
I'm sure I've written that foundi life is hard. In terms of friendship, though, I find a number of supportive as well as encouraging friends. Most of my close ones are from Indonesia. Ranging from one year younger to one year older than I. Somehow there is still something missing. I need to find out what exactly it is.
Yesterday was a heart throbbing. After all this time, the words finally came out. I didn't know how to react, or to feel from that moment onwards..It was surprising, touching, yet unbelievable. How long is it gonna last? Is it only temporary emotional speak out? 4 years to find out.






