Tuesday, November 08, 2011

Sydney, I'm quite in love

Hi, I'm tired.
I love weekends most for I can have fun without feeling guilty. I know right, I don't come here just to have fun...it's just...I need one or two weekends between weekdays. :(
 Next week I'm gonna present 3 times on 3 different subjects. I am quite a perfectionist in some cases. I don't like things that are well planned become disorder. Therefore, I am trying to prepare the best I can.

I'm sure I've written that foundi life is hard. In terms of friendship, though, I find a number of supportive as well as encouraging friends. Most of my close ones are from Indonesia. Ranging from one year younger to one year older than I. Somehow there is still something missing. I need to find out what exactly it is.

Yesterday was a heart throbbing. After all this time, the words finally came out. I didn't know how to react, or to feel from that moment onwards..It was surprising, touching, yet unbelievable. How long is it gonna last? Is it only temporary emotional speak out? 4 years to find out.



Thursday, November 03, 2011

dear diary,


I'm so stressed out. November is a seriously busy month. I've got 3 presentations, all in one week. Need to do research and group work for a report on the topic: magazine advertising. Endless maths exercises. Blankness in economics..and legal..and maths sometimes. Damn what did I learn in maths back then how can I forget everything?!


Seriously I have a hard time organizing my life timetable. When to study, when to relax, when to shop. And my brain power a.k.a super short-term memory isn't helping at all! Duh please gimme strength to cope with everything, Buddha. I pray to You. Sadhu3x



Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Different zone

Today was fun.

Introducing... foundi friends!

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Tuesday, November 01, 2011

I miss blogging

I really do.
Blogging is my remedy because every time I finish writing a post I have some relieved or grateful(?) feeling. Don't ask me why I just do. Therefore I love putting effort in some posts to impress no one but myself.
The thing with blogging is that.. I often find it hard to open the blog website and log in and create a post. Maybe I'm too lazy or I always want each post to be special, meaningful.. so that when I look back I know exactly what I'm talking about. And it takes time. I just don't have much of it these days.



I have a super round face. Tell me why?

Life's up to par recently. Getting closer with classmates and stressed out my endless assignments. Enjoying foundi life so much, though, with all the freedom I have here :)




I'm glad I don't get so upset or sad like I did last time. In this case, I prefer not to point out the issue. Although there are missing pieces, I'm sure some day it can be complete, again. By that time, don't let them be found on the wrong hand, please God?

xoxo

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Sister love










Thursday, October 20, 2011

You say

Hi diary,
I blog again today.


After writing a post yesterday I feel so much better as in term.. relieved. I've been keeping that matter to only my closest ones and not to try to even mention about it with them. But now you know. Now everyone who reads this e-diary know. One note for each one of you, if you are regularly reading this page for the sake of talking and gossiping: Thank You.


Without you guys, there would be probably less people who know Winny Teh exists. Without each session of gossiping, Winny Teh will not get more fame, eh? So, thanks for your time and energy to publicize me. Please talk about good things :p


Okay I did not sign in just to talk about that.
So today was an unusual day. I got so much information and questions about everything. The most stressful one would be about my studies (yeah what else). Next month is sure gonna be a real hardcore. Now that is real test.