ponder ponder

It's 11.42 pm, meaning 18 minutes to 12 am, to 7th of December...8 days before the semester exam. I don't know why I keep on complaining myself for being procrastinating, yet my mind won't work like what I've planned. This is so not true, my stupid habit is seriously gonna cause me some HUGE trouble :'/


I've come to realization that nobody can be as trustworthy as our own parents, and in my case sisters..NOBODY. No matter how much sacrifice, trust and faith you've given and put on people.. some day, any day, they could just act beyond what you could ever think of, and instantly ruin your trust, take you for granted! Now the funny part is, you cannot really hate them after everything they've done to you..let alone break the relationship you and they had once been. See how silly human can be, sometimes? I believe some of us had at least one experience of this situation, unable to let go of the past, go with the present flow, move on to the future.

 

Anyway, Happy Tahun Baru Islam for those who celebrate! :)

xx

l o v e,

Teh.Winny