When life gives me a dice without a game,

I hate the fact that....

• when my days get too dull, boring, I can do little to change it.
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• sometimes my brain spins a million just do take some action. to do it, or not?
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• uni life has not been exciting, since the first day. I need some good changes please.
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• I haven't been that 'clear' type of person who knows exactly what she wants.
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• when things go wrong, I dunno what to do.
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• I don't have that close friend I can share my day with here. The one with no strings attached.
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• I have so many crazy ideas on my head I'd like to try on, but can't find the right person to try with.
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• the day when I have to finally depend on my own is coming soon :/
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• when my sisters come home bad mood.
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• I am often confused between what I wanna do, and what should be done.
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• I have to do, learn, act,all by myself . AND I am judged. 
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• I am sooooo lazy at times I can't bear but don't have the will to change it :C
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• I cannot spare some me-time in the morning.
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• life isn't as fun as it used to be. PERIOD.

The fact I hate most is I feel so helpless I can't change those things above.