Ah I'm watching this from yesterday ..

  

This movie is too funny. I usually seldom laugh when watching alone but I couldn't help this one! LMAO uh by the way friends recommend this movie and Secret Garden as well as Dream High. I think I'm gonna spend a few days getting addicted to korean drama. hehehe :3

The Golden Memoire.

One day before Prom; Done at Pieter

Before Pro; Redoing the Hair

The hairstylist :3

And the make-up woman ;)

 Mixed of Mom's and Karvina's Magic :p

That's all I ate. Nothing was left in the buffet  -___-

Some of SSP and VOCers <3

VOC-ers :D

 Imma no good in nail arts

So last night was the Prom Night! Yes the OSIS SMA SUTOMO 1 held a PromNite for us 12 graders and it was such an INCREDIBLE night! :D

Each class had the chance to perform and showed off their talent. Overall the the shows were great albeit there were some technical problems with the microphone, lightning, and some others. Too bad my class didn't get to perform since half of them were having farewell trip in Brastagi. AND YES I wasn't allowed to join!!! Sucks but I didn't want to push dad that time. Prom was once in a lifetime anyway. So CHEERS to every 12 grader of Sutomo 1, everyone rocked that night ! xxx

PS, Congratulations to the Prom King: Edric Subur and Prom Queen: Nathali Christy. :D

By the way, one of the people that keeps on being true to me are definitely my dearest bestfriend and darling boyfriend. They both have been making my days lately ♡

 

And this man keeps asking me to expose who my boyfriend is to public :p

High school ends

I'm free now. From school literally. I have time and the opportunity to do whatever (well only most) things I feel like doing all this time. 5 months from now I'll be heading to a new chapter of life, in a brand new city. I can imagine the feeling will be like being reborn.

I'm not being cheesy here but I miss school. Not the subjects, but the classroom. The people, the atmosphere. High school must have been the last time I'd ever have 52 people studying in the same class with me everyday. Getting to know one another, most of the time being care-free. All we need to focus on were subjects. We could predict mostly what would have happened tomorrow. What class would it be. What time would we reach home.

Starting now, each day is filled with many new kinds of activities. Starting now, I cannot always push things to happen as I want, not if the circumstances don't allow. Starting now, there will be lesser friends you meet everyday, lesser people to be able to chat with.

But From now on, I plan what to do everyday. I'm feeling more alive now indeed, and growing more mature. From now on, and most importantly, I'll know which of my friends are true to me. By meaning which one does really care and take you as a friend.

It's sad though how nowadays I feel I'm having less real friends. Or shall I say less ones who actually care, and try to understand. Perhaps I'm being demanding now, but well, I'll figure everything out in no time..

cry.

This is a very quick post to update how I've been doing lately. Life is up to par but many things have been bothering my mind. One of them is the length of foundation I'm going to take later at UNSW. Once I attended a semiar and the person told me I'm capable of taking fast track which is only 4 months. But the agent which helped me to settle all of my foundation needs told me I needed to take A-levels to do so. How can I take A-levels, I have zero knowledge about science subjects in english T-T. I know they say foundation year is a total fun after high school but I wanted to be able to save my parents' money..if I could :/

Another thing would be the utterly shooooooooort time I have left to enjoy school, particularly senior high school. I've been bearing this out of my mind but I guess I can't anymore. I'm always frightened with farewells..particularly with the people I meet everyday. I guess it is of the utmost importance to cherish every moment, enjoy every day, and not to get effected by my mood swings for these...3 days. ;'(

Only memories left.

The day I turned seventeen was one of the best moments in my life. Me, mom, and dad decided to share our happiness with the less fortunate, the orphans. Since all the party plan didn't go well, or shall I say because Mom didn't want to held one as I preferred, visiting and spreading joy in the orphanage was finally the real plan.

This orphanage was introduced by my cousin, who had once visited there before the day. She said this orphanage was the poorest she could find. The portray of the avenue in the previous post was not their home. This public church was right in front of their home. Indeed, their house was less than appropriate for around 40 children to live. Quite a number living in quite a place :S

Mom was the most excited to plan for the whole thing. Basically I had nothing to do besides collecting as many friends as I could. Since exam was just around the corner, too bad many of them couldn't join, even some of my beloved couldn't make it. :/ Thankfully, around 20 were willingly to spend their Sunday with the children and me.. :)

By the way, time has been ticking real fast or is it me who's the only one feeling so? Each time I think about graduation, my blood shivers, my heart aches. I know this is going to happen to all students, I know it's just a matter of time. It's just I think it's...too fast. Time is running short, it scares the hell out of me. I am having the time of my life with friends and my man and I don't want any moment to slip through my fingers. There are merely days left before all of the hard work I've paid for 3 years will be determined by this super final exam. Call me childish, or dependent, but I'm frightened, I don't want to be apart from them..

Long story short, I am SO not ready.....at all. ;'(