My first semester attending University is nearing an end. Time is crazy fast when you are having fun and stuffs to do all the time. One down, another to go.. another down, other to go.. the list is never empty.
I have just enrolled the courses for next semester. All thanks to my Indo peers who have started discussing the timetable of the same course we all are taking: Macroeconomics 1. So basically we want to be enrolled in the same tutorial, so we could meet more often. Each one of us is now taking own direction..some are considering to take similar majors, others like me, are partially on my own.
Life is getting more interesting since uni started. Looking back, all the issues in both social and education life still intrigue me today. I may have improved my learning style in Foundation Studies months ago, but in Uni I come back to where I used to be.. the slacking, complaining, lack-of-motivation learning style. It takes me one semester to come to realisation how University is teaching the students.. how I should be learning. My sister keeps telling me " It's no longer foundation " whenever I complain of the lack of care my tutors have for their students. The reality just slapped me hard.. and I am still NOT in consciousness.
I hate the fact that I have been in lack of motivation these past couple of months. Each day that has passed I remind myself to spend time productively, yet I still prioritise anything else but my studies.. and the cycle is repeating. It aches me how I have failed to bring back my hibernating curiosity and the time that has been wasted for nothing.
However, I hope I learn through all these. There's nothing more valuable than the lessons coming after awful experience. I am crossing my fingers for a better day tomorrow. For the realisation of the beauty of working hard, for having motivations and goals, for the happy productive me. xxx
I've just turned after the last page of the trilogy of Fifty Shades.
Summary Basically it is an erotic (yes you read it right) romance novel focusing on the world of a college graduate, Anastasia Steele, and a to-die-for CEO with a dark past, Christian Grey. By to-die-for I mean, gorgeously beautiful, HOT, rich as hell heaven, and young, looking at his achievement. Grey has always indulged in BDSM relationship - Dominant-submissive one. He's a control freak for one minute, tender and loving another... fifty shades in total. (This is where the title derives from) Steele, on the other hand, is the innocent, shy, bright, courageous young lady who has captured Grey's heart the first step she enters Grey's office to interview him. Long story short, the first trilogy, Fifty Shades of Grey focusing mainly on the issue whether Anastasia could accept the relationship Christian's offering her, considering her very minimal relationship experience.. the BDSM. This includes Christian's frustrations on how he can't -for once in his life- control a thing he wants, unlike his previous submissive. The second trilogy Fifty Shades of Darker reveals more of Christian's past. His ex-submissive, past dominant (yes he's been a submissive once in his life), conflicts on his and Ana's personalities and perceptions on relationship.. and life. Third and probably final of the trilogy, Fifty Shades of Freed focuses on their lives after marriage (oops, mind a bit spoiling here :p ).
Review
The best remark on this novel is probably how I managed to finish THREE novels in 2 weeks time. This amazes me since I could barely finish a novel in one week, in general. A reason could be because I read the e-book version which is more handy, practical, and attempting(?) The Columbus Dispatch also criticised the book but stated that, "Despite the clunky prose, James does cause one to turn the page."* This, I can't agree more. Despite the coarse language, this trilogy is an interesting piece of work. I love how the depiction of Christian Grey and Anastasia Steele seem so real, yet so unreal. Real in terms it may possibly happen (or have happened) in our life, in reality now. Yet so unreal because it's so far from the world which I revolve in right now. The whole sensual, erotic relationship I can only imagine many ( or even most) of the bules - Westerners - could be in. I know I may be so wrong, but well that's why I say it's far from my world. However the kind of romance they are having is heart-throbbing. It's as though they are made for each other- match-made from heaven I'd say.
This novel has kept me thinking of the thousand opportunities money and wealth can bring, the once-a-lifetime-make-it-happen ambition. The dreams that have the chance to come true. I think I'm confusing you with my description here but you probably know the idea. ;) Overalls, I would say this novel has successfully kicked out the boredom in my 'lifeless' life right now.. at least keep me company ( thinking) for some moment. It's refreshing, exciting, thrilling, dirty, and um educating? Haha not the kind of word people would use I know. I guess it's realistic topic to touch on since it's going to be a part (sometimes even major) in marriage live. So it won't be so guilty if we can be more open-minded about the language, and mind our imagination. :D
* quoted from Wikipedia.en.org Rating: 4.5 out of 5 in fun reading, refreshing, thrilling.
I apologize for the negative atmosphere in my blog :/ I've just been so depressed lately.
I start to get the feel I'm not as diligent as I did in my foundation year, the lesser the lessons, the more I procrastinate ugh
Right now I am busy preparing for 2 major reports for Management and Statistics. I can't believe how they seem 'do-able' but when I start my work, I am blank.
Statistics consume pretty much my one week YET they are not finished.. I can barely say halfway. Thanks to my level 999999 of procrastination ._____.
Management's due on Wednesday this coming week which say I only have 3 more nights to totally nail it!
This past week has been a long one I am sure the next is gonna be longer..
I pray for my inner will to quickly recover from its illness (procrastination) and get strong enough to nail the 'deadly' reports. I pray for sleepless nights ahead to pay off and for my brain, may it recover in no time from its short-term-memory illness. I pray for all things to fall into place til finals end. For my first semester of uni to pass awesomely. Please do pray for me too?
It's only my 9th week of being a uni student and I already feel like forever. No joke.
Apparently this time I'm taking quite long a time to adapt to something new. A further level of education I've wondered all senior high school years. This is truly the beginning of the independent world.
I can't believe I'm saying this but Uni life is hard. and serious.
It's either you work your *ss off and get rewarded, or fool around and fail the course. It's the least mercy of all the education stages I've been through.
"But why is it hard for you?"
I'm more of the procrastinator than the organised type of learner. Each week there is only one two-hour lecture and one one-hour tutorial for each subject, so in total I've got only 12 hours of school teachings for 4 subjects I'm taking. But no, it's not enough if you really want adequate understanding of each topic. The rest is expected to be self-study..which lies the problem for me.
Well if I can choose I'd rather have more of one or two tutorials for each subject per week. Just like foundi year where there are two tutorials each week for 'challenging' subjects. Oh and, with a professional tutor, not recently-graduated bachelor students. Yeah that would be very helpful.
Nevertheless, University life isn't meant to be like my way, yes I realise. It would have been harder to cope later in the work life if uni's educational system is arranged in a 'dependent' study manner..since I believe there won't be many 'tutors' or 'lecturers' any more.
So the solution to this is, I gotta play it well this time. In any way I possibly can. There's no other option that is more rewarding. Coz in the end, I'm going to look back at this moment, and proudly state.. " I made it. "
Saturday, September 08, 2012
Nothing I do is right. Not even for myself. So am I supposed to live life pleasing anyone but myself? Is there a place where I even belong?
Hey guys! Today this post will talk about a most recent event I'm involved in: the Daffodil Day!
Cancer fact:
Have you guys ever realised... that 1 in 3women are diagnosed with cancer before the age of 85; and 1 in 2 men are diagnosed with cancer before the age of 85? coz I just do.
What is Cancer Council?
Cancer Council NSW is a community funded, community focused cancer charity dedicated to the defeat of cancer.
Through the development of prevention strategies, research into new treatments and cures, and by providing clinical and emotional support to those affected by cancer, we work towards realising our vision of a society where lives are not cut short by or their quality diminished by cancer.
We have the broadest reach of any cancer organisation in New South Wales and have been a trusted cancer charity for more than 50 years.
Daffodil Day is one of Australia’s best known and most popular fundraising events.
Each day more than 100 Australians will die of cancer.
Daffodil Day raises funds for Cancer Council to continue its work in cancer research, providing patient support programs and prevention programs to all Australians. Daffodil Day helps grow hope for better treatments, hope for more survivors, hope for a cure.
To Cancer Council, the daffodil represents hope for a cancer-free future. You too, can help in the fight against cancer by participating in Daffodil Day. Daffodil Day merchandise is on sale throughout August, and you can donate to Daffodil Day at any time.
For more detailed information, or if you simply wish to witness some beautiful web design (not kidding)... care to drop by at https://www.daffodilday.com.au/ :p
So this year, I get myself registered to volunteer in one of their fundraising events here in Australia which is held next Friday, August the 24th! This will involve selling merchandise at Darling Harbour from 2pm-7pm.
Here is the list of merchandises I'm helping to sell!
I am so excited I can be indirectly involved to cure cancer or at least help raising public awareness of cancer issues :D oh well I hope I've raised your awareness if you care to read this far ;)
Ok I'm convinced! How can I help? :)
There several possible ways you can help. See, if there is a will, there's always a way ;)
But... the easiest one would be to raise awareness, starting from your closest people: Family, friends, boyfriend(s), girlfriend(s), teachers, colleagues...by sharing the videos to your social network pages, or more excitingly....wear Yellow on Daffodil Day!!
You can also donate!
For those residing in Australia who wish to donate for the beautiful Daffodil Day (sorry no way for other countries :x) you can find out about it in the website, which is HERE :D
Another video how Daffodil Day helps!
OH good news for others residing Anywhere in the world (where the internet is present ofcoz) who wish to participate in the Cancer Council, or donating! Here is the link: http://www.cancercouncil.com.au/donate/
Last but not least....
Help preventing cancer from today! Prevention is better than cure, right? ;)
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