counting stars

what happened in-between mugging.

because drawing on the paper is too mainstream.

#writingonhand

"everything that hurts me makes me feel alive. "

oo, littlemissteh

Churros me up

Supposed to cheer me through my struggle of completing assignment.

PS, shall do this often. Remember final's coming soon?

PPS, happy now? LOL 

a dollar for every smile

Today I will share a story about my struggle in the past.
When I was 15, one private tuition teacher I hold dear most once told me that a relationship is not worth the fight, if it sacrifices the trust of whose I needed to be able to survive life. I think just like how in economics is explained, the opportunity costs of an action is large...firms or in this case I, need to prioritize. She taught me that the feeling of affection, desire that we feel strongly at one moment, could end in the short run..therefore the permanent lose of trust is not worth the temporary passion. She even brought with her some real-life examples to prove her point. And in the end, despite her influence and persuasion, I neglected her advice. Rebellion was my probably middle name (who knows if it still is) or at that time it was just me trying to take risks in my life.. high, uncountable ones.

"The reason so many people find it so hard to be happy, is that they will always see:

The past better than it was;

The present worse than it is;

and the future less resolved than it will be. " 

-anonymous.

As I am sitting and typing this post in my dining table now, looking back to that day, if I am to say I didn't wish things were different, I lie. However, the only moment I am capable of controlling, is not ones back in the days but here in the present. If I were to live in deep regrets, some time in my life would have been wasted...unrepeatable moments, chances of something better would have been missed.. don't you agree? Therefore this logic is what have been keeping me going, surviving to this day.

Do you know the scary thing of having passed through an event in life that has played me emotionally...? Is that I no longer play in the game with as high bet as I did once before. Taking into accounts the potential damages that could reiterate, let alone the loss that could not be repaid.

Today, I stand back from the battlefield. I give ground.

Ever since the day it all ended, I swore I would be more open. To other chances, other opportunities that were knocking on my door but I missed out...and to seek the ones that are worth the pursue.

I personally say I have now travelled far...meeting wonderful people along the way, encountered remarkable stories of my kind. My mind and eyes are more opened..each day I become the wisest I could ever be.

So one question, if I could tell my previous self what to do, what would it be?

Lucky is I have gone through that essential phase in life. My advice won't be to my old self, but to my now self, is that to do what I have been doing: to be in the battlefield only if I think the sacrifices will be worth it, to pursue only if the circumstances. And how would I know that? When the moment comes, I believe I just know. At least I hope so.

New Zealand 2012

signing off,
thelittleteh x

my cup of tea x

so excited that this lovely has finally arrived to my doorstep couple days ago! it was serious love at first sight {3 and next thing I realised it's already on my wish list... moving on to the shopping cart! hehehe 

I haven't really experimented with all the features therefore no complete reviews yet. However, this PentaxQ10 is a compact system camera ( in fact, the world's smallest of its kind ) with interchangeable lenses and so far it hasn't let me down with its 02 standard 5-15 mm f 2.8-4.5 zoom lenses. There's so many combinations of colours for the body and grip to choose from! I spent hours contemplating for either white-gold or pink-gold.. and ended up succumbing to the fav colour from childhood. Now looking at the appearance itself is already enough to excite me to take millions of good pictures!!!! :p

Hope you all have a good Sunday... Signing off to continue my study!

Check my instagram @wnyteh for frequent updates!

Until next procrastination,

winnyteh x

radioactive

hey-lo! it's the middle of the week, and so far how has this week been treating you guys? :D
Today was the busiest day, in a while! I went to campus at 10.30 and got home at 4-4.30 then went out again for a non-campus activities and reached home at 9.30! yet before I did anything ( productive/useful cos I've only been slacking ) it's now already past midnight and I gotta sleep soon to wake up early for a lecture tomorrow! yeah it's one of those days, i know....

Anyways, remember that I mentioned in the last post how I have all these workloads? It'll hopefully be less heavier by next week yay! I'm so looking forward to the end of this month to see if I managed to get this one huge workload thing done! I'll update more about it when it's time... hehe ;)

I guess that's all I'd like to say for now, have a productive & happy days for the rest of the week guys! <3 p="">

signing off,

Bali 2012

Signing in simply to mark my attendance on the blog!

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just kidding. 

This is probably the umpteenth time I clarify myself why I am absent for so long, and yes for the umpteenth time the answer is still university commitment. 

I am currently in the middle of assignments(sssssssssss) + test + off-campus work to the point that I decide to postpone it all to share about it in the cyber world. I can't believe one month has flown just like that. I know it's probably due to the abundant work that I lose count of dates. Too much (as always) have been going on that I can't share my day-to-day activities - I'll probably bore you with my vent on days dealing with monstersssignments.

I have met with many wonderful people lately and I'd like to think about that; which every now and then interferes with my studies. I'd like to think about how the short future would look like and that it'd be great if I could see it coming sooner. I have made mistakes in life, at least one each day, and after all happenings in the past, I'm afraid to make new one..not on this field.

So maybe every once in a while, can you remind me?

Until the next post,
thelittleteh