Recently mood swings have been way up and next moment way down. There seems to be lesser and lesser reasons to have a steady mood. Either I'm not quite satisfied with the present, or I'm grateful.
Funny how humans seem to have no control over their own life. Anything could change any time. I hate it, truly. So sick of having to rely on someone else, be it family, or friends, to be the source of my own happiness. If something just goes wrong, the next thing I know I'd be blaming the nature of life again.
One of the reasons I've been blogging less lately is mainly because I don't want to blame or complain or bother to describe what I'm going through lately. To me, a post is a bit like an evaluation. If I happen to be going through hard times, a post could either relieve my burden or make it worse cause I should face the bitter truth. So yeah, let's call this a post.
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