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The fact that I'm quite over it already sometimes surprises myself.

This morning felt like a long morning. For a while some pieces I've left behind came again as if asking me to spare some room for them in my current life. All I asked was to let me move on with my life, why does it seem to be too much?

I believe things ended for a reason. And for me, that is to let me have another new beginning. Since I came here, I have decided to open myself to new opportunities, new possibilities, new friends, new experience, something different from my past. I don't deny the fact that the past is when I once felt the happiest I could ever be. It's just to now, those are the PAST. It is a beautiful place to visit, but I don't hope to stay there anymore, let alone re-live it. It may be easier for me since I've actually lived 4000 miles apart from the places and people that may remind me of the past. But it's not a reason for you to not let go.

Wrong perception it is, if it's saying I've moved on from the life in my hometown. I still talk to my close friends there, I still have my favorite food there, and occasionally, I miss the atmosphere. I simply decided to let go of the things which used to fill a huge part of my life. To no longer take heed of the things which used to affect me so much. To close my heart for the old things, and open for other new ones. In short, to m o v e o n.

I hope this is enough to clarify all the thoughts wondered. Never do I intend to hurt anyone who was important to me. What I'm doing is just letting life flows. I have no idea what the future is going to be, thus I can only do my best for now.

Cheers,