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Dear diary,



This is gonna be a quick update to show that I'm still alive. (lol jk) I've been staying in this Opera town for a month now. Things gradually begin to change..and have changed. My one and only relationship so far is hopeless to end with happily ever after. It's 'the End' before I even realize it is. I couldn't see it coming..but well what can I do if I could? If I were not here, I knew I would have fought for silly things like I used to do. Previously in hometown, my world revolves around this and that only. Here, it's these and those. I know my decision is never gonna be wrong. Well I certainly have found one satisfying result now. Seriously I don't know how to describe my gratefulness for being able to further my studies overseas. It's another dream comes true.


Apart from the zillion great things about being thousands miles away from hometown, I am suffering here. I miss parents, the culinary in my hometown, my bestest friends other million things which bring me comfort. The education here is hardly close to the word easy. Could never slack for even a day like I used to do everyday. Every subject racks the content of my brain especially Economics ( a total blank!) and Legal Studies ( what the hell heaven)



I guess that's it for now. Gotta go back to write another econs story! ciao

Sydney

How I wish I did write down my mixed up feelings when was about to leave hometown. Fear, doubts of the future caused me to shed tears 3 nights and days in a row. My last few days were packed with packing stuffs and last meetings with close peers and family. Each night before sleep my mind is full of questions only time can answer. What will I be? What things will happen? Can I make it to everything?

I've got wonderful friends and boyfriend back in my hometown. Will I find friends for life here? Will I be able to live each day of my dream like I imagined back then? Will things fall perfectly into place? Only time can tell.

 

3 days here have been spent shopping for daily necessities, stuffs I need. Truth be told, there aren't many brands available in Sydney. No TOPSHOP, FOREVER 21, Charles &Keith, Bershka, Pull&Bear, H&M, etc. The people here prefer local brands, though. Anyways, gotta go. Will report again soon!

Love me like a love song x

My favorite man <3

If I

I've been abandoning my blog for weeks. It's September...already. I'm creeping inside, nervous and anxiety overwhelm me every time I think about leaving. I've been distracting myself from that thought, and delay packing. It's no good. but I simply wish I could lie to reality... Why am I this scared of leaving hometown for a while? I've been saying the reason is not being able to see my loved ones every time I feel like. Maybe it's true.. But to think about it now, absence makes the heart grows fonder, no? Maybe I just fear they won't miss me so much like I will..or even..forget about me. Being 4286 miles apart from them definitely will feel like in hell at times. Longing for them yet can't reach them. Don't you think so?

But if I ponder a bit longer, I'll return to the starting point. Why am I going to leave? To pursue my studies. I don't know I've ever mentioned this or not, but studying overseas has been my dream for ages. Living 8 hours flight away from my parents, loved ones, and having no helpers like housemaid or driver at all....are the price I have to pay during the time. But I know, on the other side, living this way could make me grow up. At least more mature. It's gonna be worth it..and with the title and degree I'll achieve. I hope studying in Sydney will be an eye-opener as well as me answering the golden opportunity. I shall nail everything. Sadhu3x

Signed,

WinnyTeh.

Took a personality quiz here:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx



My Result 


Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

So trueeeee, Indeed!

Love is not that blind

Once upon a love..

you came and we live happily ever after.

Signed,

WinnyTeh